this is what's on my mind.

so, what the fish have i been up to. i know you are so not asking me that because i won't shut up if you do. but then, let's just SAY you are asking me that(= 

i've been like reading other peopel's about mes because they are funny. and they're reaally interesting, yo. iWOULD love it if you write me one, like the one Elaineeeey'//.petergriffin & karina-hermanitaa, kaela & seeder'z have written for me. Lol, they are wonderful people. i'm so freaggin sorry if i cannot write a lot right now, but i've been busy. specially now, when i am tired & sleepy. heh! iKidd. uhhm, so what have i been up to lately.. i've been reading so much; and yeah i kno i've menstion that like fourhundred times on my profile, OR somewhere; but yahknooo' it's cool. because im such a boring person that i've got nothing else really good to say. uhm, what i've been reading about is: well, you won't even givaa shiet, so nevermind. other than reading, i've been writing too, well, uhm, No. i have not been 'writing', but i've been doing stories, like i'm focused on this one story that i plan to make a short story of; but im not so sure i am ready to give it out to people yet, LOL. but, i need to share something to you guys! i'm so irritated by it & idk how to help myself Not be irritated.. well, you know; people die, yes, everyone dies (what a shocker). but then i have noticed that when people die, that is the only time that they get the best fucking recognition they've gotten in their whole life. like, even if they are big people, if they are powerful people; the love they receive is not the same as the honor and respect they get when they're dead. like, dude, they're dead. i know that they are watching over us, and that they see what's going on. but then they can't say it to us, riiight? we won't get the satisfaction of them saying that they're so glad of what we say about them. Ugh, that pisses me off so much. like that is just the best example of taking people for granted it can get! mickaela//mysister has tried explaining to me that they are watching over us and they know how it is already, but stiill. don't call me slow for this, i just really do take things as literal as they can get, sorry. i should get going now, i feel bored doing this. but it was fun talking to you, well actually talking to myself while you read a day or so after i post this thing up. i'm out.

*i'm gonna ask my mama if my dad's gonna drive me to school like ate said. buuut, she's asleep, i'm scared to wake her up.